~nervous~

Rapidly of the time passed ....... the nervously of the time is coming soon ~
Monday is our 1st day to face our 1st SPM paper ...... sigh ~
The exam take almost a month time to finish all subjects paper ~!!
Until today i'm already single for a weeks ~~ i was broke with my Belover Helen
I cant to endure anymore tat happened at prom night ~~ Thus i make up my mind to break with her ......
From the beginning of the year until now i still cant forget Joanne ...... and i realized i cant forget anything about her ~
Everyday , every hour and every minutes passed with Joanne was so happy n warm ..... except at July until September ! She was angry me about what i did on friendster ~
But very fortunate until the end she was forgiven me and our attachment became better and better d ~

A cheerful day in class~~

What a cheerful day in the class today ~~
I still remember when the skool was just re-open at the beginning of the year
in this class we're separated into 2 groups ~! which is S4 n S5 group~
Until today ... all of us finally realize we're so stupid n childish ~
Today was the last day we studying in the class d ...
Most of us r not willing to graduate yet...we r not grudge each other need to separate after graduate ~!!
I love it very much ... Even we r just same class for a year !! Im really appreciated watever we had done in the class ~~~
T.T tmr is our Graduate Ceremony n Prom nite i felt i will cry when all of us need to separate d ~~ Aiz .....

Luckily im still able to date with my dear dear Helen ~~Even though both of us r not in a stable line yet but im still happy with all she did to me n so much concern to me !! I love u , my dear Helen Ean ~~~
B4 i going to study in KL i'll do my best to make more chance lets all of us meet together haha !!!

Wat a horrible months.....

Why why why why why !!!! tell me why !!!!
When i really fall in love to a girl but why the god wanted to trick ME !!!!
IT is really SUCKZ ......
Between the month i felt SUFFERING/Happiness/Joyful/Cheerful/Panic/Tension
Bcoz of your Appearance my life bcame so warm n cheer ~~~
But when the time tat bastard OCCURRED n interrupted into our relationship
my life bcame SUFFERING/PANIC/TENSION everyday .............
I extremely HATE u ..... n i wan to KILL U ~~~~
who's fault no else will noe .... Me ? Her ? Him ? not Really so Important to said abt it d ~~~
coz "LOVE" is a word FULL of unfair n ridiculous ~~~

The time i passed with her will never delete from my memory ......


Rite here ... i wanted to say " Helen I Love You ,You are my angel , my soul and my all. Please dont leave me alone ... I need you very much ~~!!

Gosh....days passed really very fast ......
Just like the bullet train ..... well spm is coming soon but i still not yet ready for tat
really very worry abt tat .... T_T
Today at skool i really very happy while make jokes with fellow frens even though i was angry my other group of frens left me alone in gurney plaza on Saturday .....
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Recently i felt very happy when sms with a girl n i felt i was fall in love to her....but i got no tat brave to tell her the truth .....
N i was worry abt after i tell her the truth she will not sms with me anymore .... aiz !! really quite panic with it T_T

~Confusing~

aiz.... very confusing abt who i love the most n who i want her to be my girlfren T_T
First girl of my choice is Joanne she is a very open-minded person , friendly and for sure her looks is very pretty n cute , she is older than me around 1 year old(17 years old) but we're in the same form ....... she is exactly a perfect lady in my mind except her personality got a bit of different with others......
Second girl of my choice is KC , she is my fren's sister .... she very nice when went out with me , very friendly ,open-minded too , even though she is not tat much pretty than Joanne but she got a very good personality n she is younger than me ...... she is a Form 3 girl (15 years old) @@
Both of them also got their merit
God WHO SHOULD I CHASE ??? WHO IS MORE SUITABLE FOR ME ???
Give me some opinion pls !!!!神は私を賛美する

T_T sigh T_T

eRmm~~! 1st Msg to post xD

Hi everybody this is my first msg to post on my blog =)

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Feel very happy tat can share my stuff around here ......
its really awesome n i really like to share my stuff to everyone
of you =)

感じ非常に幸せなtatはのまわりで......
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