Monday, May 25, 2009

Bad Mood n Emo day.....

Im wondering why im so moody today ...

The fire is damn easy flame up ...

Its really damn farking Moody day ever .....

Today was having the stupid MA exam .... damn Farking boring ...

I don even noe wat is shitting about ... SO frustrated .... !!!

All the farking exam in dis week ... i dunno wat to do that make sure i can score
every papers....

Oh no .....

Im really too fire ....

I took a tin of Beer n Drunk .... Im so out of control.....

Its really the worst ever day for me ....

Streeesssssssss tentionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!

EMOoooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!

FUCK u Martin .. !!!!

U r NOOB n farking idiot ever !!!!

u will never WIN your classmate ... !!!

UR the loser ever !!!

Yeah rite .. Im !! im the loser ...

Friday, May 8, 2009

Peaceful day

What a cloudy day that might causes ppl
feel so down or maybe in peace ...

Struggled for 3 days ....

Its a nitemare for me i thought....

I get fewer, sore throat, running nose, felt tiredness, headache, bone ache, & dizzy !

Guys... do u realized its very familiar symptoms to kind of disease recently ?

Rite... Its
H1N1 the swine flu ....

Worried all the time n obsessed ....

Do i need to visit the doctor ?

If i visit the doctor, will they send me to the hospital n separate me from
my ordinary life ?

Gosh, its really very obsessed !

At the end, i had no courage to visit the doctor or mayb
im lazy to do so ? Excuses ...

Well, i hate all of dis shit... im a weak person ...
easily fall in sick...

I would rather say... dis disease should bring to those criminal as their
retribution !!

Well, everything is come forward too soon .... exam ~ assignment due ~
Final exam ~ ish ... tough time ~

I still unable to bring any of my spiritual to focusing study ~

Can any 1 give a hand to me ?

I think is no....

Life really SAD !
Economic is really SUCK !
Politician are totally SHIT !
The world is Absolutely SICK !

Shall i pray to the God or Allah ? Do they help ?
I don't even noe ...
Shall i sit in the temple n recite scriptures to pray for dis world live in peace ?
Frankly Speaking....
Its
NON of my BUSINESS !
n
UNCONTROLLABLE !

I dont want to become 1 of the "them" those arrested UNDER ISA !
We've have the rights to speak ? Nah
We've our human rights ? Nt in sumwhere obviously...
We don even have any privacy ...

* This passage is wrote due to my individual feeling,
do not contain any defamation or intended to cause anything else...