~Confusing~

aiz.... very confusing abt who i love the most n who i want her to be my girlfren T_T
First girl of my choice is Joanne she is a very open-minded person , friendly and for sure her looks is very pretty n cute , she is older than me around 1 year old(17 years old) but we're in the same form ....... she is exactly a perfect lady in my mind except her personality got a bit of different with others......
Second girl of my choice is KC , she is my fren's sister .... she very nice when went out with me , very friendly ,open-minded too , even though she is not tat much pretty than Joanne but she got a very good personality n she is younger than me ...... she is a Form 3 girl (15 years old) @@
Both of them also got their merit
God WHO SHOULD I CHASE ??? WHO IS MORE SUITABLE FOR ME ???
Give me some opinion pls !!!!神は私を賛美する

T_T sigh T_T